Well, it has been a bit since I’ve posted. Since the last one, I have been in the midst of really going within and asking Mother exactly what She wants from me. I know that sounds a bit aggressive, but read on and you’ll see what I am talking about.
So much has happened in the last few months. Although it has been a time of pain and asking why, it has also been a time of tremendous growth and moving forward. One of the questions I have had to ask myself is one that most people ask as well. My clients ask this same question. I seem to always have the answer for someone else and thought that I had definitely done “my work” to make sure I didn’t go into that space again. But . . . . .Mother always has more in store for Her daughter. What is the question? I thought I had been doing exactly what She and the Sophia Council had directed, but it seemed that there have been some major obstacles thrown in the way. I know that when that happens that I am being shown that I am missing something. But, I have been so sure of what I was “supposed” to be doing! So, when, once again, things seemed to be moving backward, I had to ask Her. Well, to be quite frank, I demanded in a not so quiet voice, “What the H— do you want me to do?!” Warning here – do not ask Her in that manner because even though we are to “go to the throne in boldness,” She will answer you immediately with the proverbial 2×4 to the head! And answer me She did. No one showing for classes that had been on the books, no one showing for my online classes, cancellation of clients right and left, no one showing for Reiki Share or Meditation Circle.
In the beginning of this period, I felt myself moving into that fear space. I recognized it right away and realized that when we are moving in that space, the Dark Energies – whatever you wish to call it – find that most vulnerable spot and move in right away. I refused to energize that space so I asked for guidance from Her and truly listened this time. Her answer? “Go to the beginning, Gaia! Go to your passion.” Hmmm. . . . . . my passion. I had to do more work with that because that’s what my 3D mind had thought I was doing. So, I surrendered. I laid in my bed purposely going into the fetal position and imagined myself in Her womb before birthing. I made the conscious statement, “I am done.” Here is what She said to me:
“Finally, my daughter, you are moving into that sweet surrender to Spirit. This is where you started and this is where your greatest awakening lies. This is where humanity’s greatest awakening lies. When humanity ceases to push their own agendas – those that have been programmed into the DNA structures and allowed the Dark Energy forces to bring doubt and fear, surrender to Spirit comes. That is when humanity will move into the true ascension process. For Ascension to move forward, you must surrender. Do not continue to look for your purpose – surrender to your purpose. Allow your Higher Self to bring the Light Love to you. For when you operate out of the Dark, you will continue to spiral downward and all of your efforts will be for naught. But, and this is the important hearing for all of humanity, when you surrender to your Trueness and your authentic Self and allow for the process to move in and through you, you will no longer fight and be encumbered with the day to day living. This is when you truly step into Light Love and Become the Divine Purpose you have been created to Be. We have been waiting for those that have heeded the call to surrender – say I’m done! Now, we can get to work! Take this message to those that have ears and can hear the True Words of the Sophia Council.”
So, now to get to work. You will see in the next few weeks some changes to my website and what I offer. This is the time for all of us to listen to the Sophia Wisdom and move into a space of surrender. I will tell you from experience – it feels great!
Join me, won’t you?
Dancing Naked 